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Monday, May 12, 2014

Mother's Day gifts

Usually the little gifts we give for Mother's Day are photo based.  I mean, what mama/grandma doesn't like getting precious pictures of their babies?!  Well, this year I was running behind and it snuck up on me (surprise, surprise...), so they were just going to get a little note or call.  But then the lovely ladies at UCreate posted recipes for sugar scrubs, and I knew that's what I wanted to do!


These little mixtures were so easy to whip up--and the combinations are fun and endless!  I added a little extra olive oil (especially to the ones with a white sugar base), just because it was a little too dry for my liking.  I hope they work well and smell good (watch me be remembered for giving a smelly, greasy gift :P )!

I got these little jars from Hobby Lobby along with some little wooden spoons (found them with the scrapbooking stuff).  The labels on the jar are also from good ole Hobby Lobby (on that massive sticker aisle) and I wrote on them with a chalk pen.

I then made a simple little card, punched a hole in the corner, and tied it all up with some ribbon I had on hand.


The card was a quickie, which is just what I needed for this project.  I needed it small to attach to the jar, so I sliced up a 12x12 piece of Very Vanilla into eight pieces of 3x6; folded, each piece gave me a 3x3 card.  I stamped a doily (Delicate Doilies--retired) and the sentiment (Really Good Greetings) using Calypso Coral and Early Espresso ink.  A very simple, one dimensional card, but just enough for this gift!


I liked that it was something different, something pretty, and hopefully something useful.  I hope they enjoy them!

happy crafting and happier gifting!
love, angie

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Happy Mother's Day

I could go all sap-fest and give details into what being a mother means.  I could go on and on and on about the deepest joys, fears, and everything in between motherhood has brought me.  I could try to explain in words what becoming a mother has taught me about my own mother.  I could.

But, instead, I'm going to share with you a few things from people who have done it better than I ever could.  Some in writing, most in videos, all in beautiful heart.  Enjoy!

"To All the Giving Mothers: So God Made a Mother"--A Holy Experience, Ann Voskamp
This was written by a friend of mine who has a beautifully heartbreaking story of motherhood that she wholeheartedly gives and points back to Jesus.  Her words are so important. (and those precious, perfect feet belong to her sweet Hannah).

"I am Praying for the Mothers"--a Hint of the Hess House, Brittany Hess
Honestly, if you don't have tissues out by now, go ahead and grab some.  This was job interviews in response to an actual job description...their responses are incredible.


This is just one of my faves.  Robbie is such a cool kid--we've had the privilege of meeting him and Brad (his brother-in-law who helps him create these) a few times.  Their mission and their message are so pure and so needed.  Moms, know these things...remember these things...  Have a good giggle and a cry :)


Kinda cheesy, but pretty cute...and delivers the message pretty spot on.


You are mighty. And you are a shelter from their storms.  Being a mama is Kingdom work; don't take it lightly and don't be defeated.


And we'll end on a chipper note!  I love Anita Renfroe; she's hilarious and just fantastic.  She's done two versions of the "mom song"--I'll let you choose which one you like better :)




I hope you enjoyed these as much as I do!  And don't leave these celebrations to the days we set aside.  Recognize, appreciate, and celebrate every single day!

love, angie

Thursday, April 10, 2014

El Roi--the God who sees

(obviously this was written a while back...however, I wasn't ready to share until now)

So...I'm pregnant!  There's a lot of back story to this go round:  a lot of doctor's visits, medicines, waiting, pain, tears, and prayers.  But here, on Monday, February 17, 2014, I found out I am indeed...pregnant!

It made me giggle to think about.  I started "feeling" like I was last week--random bouts of nausea, tight pants, random tiredness, etc.  But after the last year and a half, my hope was terrified to surface. The part that made me giggle inside though was the deja vu...  Three years ago (Febraury 20, 2011), I found out I was pregnant with Arabella.  It was President's Day, which of course is a Monday.  We were supposed to be out of school but were having to makeup a weather day (for snow) on that day.  Fast forward three years to today...Monday, President's Day, on which they were supposed to be off of school but are instead making it up from a weather (snow) day.  Haha--just craziness!  And proof that God of mine likes a good giggle too :)

Last night at church, our preacher delivered a lesson on "El Roi", the God who sees (he's going through a series on the names of God and it is really beautiful).  He used the story of Abram, Sarai, Hagar, and Ishmael, as this is the name Hagar calls when she realizes God sees her.  The point that struck me though is the side note he made about Ishmael.  He said we still produce Ishmaels today; for they are the product of not waiting on the Lord...for rushing our timeline instead of trusting in the beauty of the gifts we receive when we wait on Him.  I had been doing just that.  For any woman who has yearned desperately for a child, you understand--it consumes you.  I had been trying to rush what I wanted when I wanted it.  I needed to wait on the Lord.  My heart stirred at those words.  

I also read 1,000 Gifts by Ann Voskamp a few months ago, and her in depth look at eucharisteo sent chills and then warmth all the way to my core.  I had not been thankful; I had not recognized the gifts of the moment because I was too focused on the future I wanted.  When I began thanking God for the extra months with Arabella, for the discussions and intimacy the waiting brought my marriage, for my growing prayer life and changing heart, for the better understanding of infertility and the heartache that so many women experience...that's when my heart began to change.  Realizing the gifts I was being given--even though they hurt--was such a beautiful transformation for me.  

So here I sit, writing the story that for a while, I never thought I would be able to.  And I am blessedly reminded and assured that I worship and love El Roi, the God who sees.  The God who sees me, in my desperation and heartache; the God who saw that and drew my heart closer to Him. 

Little one, you are so loved.  You have been prayed for and over for a very long time by quite a few people.  My heart is full and soon my precious tummy will be as well.  Grow strong, little blessed gift.  

love, angie

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Scary Mommy Confession

My brother in law posted this picture on Facebook a few months ago, and I laughed so hard...and it has stuck with me.  So Much TRUTH!


And it kept replaying over and over and over in my head these past two days.  Because as my beautiful and precious toddler spent 85% of her awake time either squawking or screaming or throwing a fit or misbehaving or arching her back or kicking or refusing to obey....there were times when my patience ran thin!

But right as my mind was about to be lost, she would do something incredibly adorable or snuggle on my shoulder or ask for me to hold her or give me a hug or simply smile a most beautiful smile at me...and all my tensed emotions just seemed to melt away...


Ohhhh, she's lucky she's so dern cute.

love your babies; even when they make you crazy.

love, angie

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

the best song I'll ever write...

I am by no means a lyricist.  However, I do enjoy writing (hence the blog, ahem).  It's always been my favorite and most effective means of communication.  If I'm upset or angry, I want to write a letter to express my feelings.  If I'm thankful, I like to write a note of gratitude.  I write out our year's synopsis on our Christmas cards; I leave notes around the house for my husband to find; I have narrated my child's first year in her baby book.  I love to write.

So I may not write song lyrics, but I do love to write.  And on top of that, I absolutely love music.  And the key to a good song to me is not only in the instruments or melody or musical ability--no surprise here, it's in the words.  If written properly, a song can hit me in my deepest core and express what my heart struggles to ever so poetically.

So when I first heard this song, my heart wrapped around it immediately.


Arabella, my sweet daughter, you are my best story, my best artwork, my best song.   My life and example is slowly helping scribe you into the woman you will become one day.  It is not an easy task, and it isn't even always fun.  It's demanding and exhausting, yet exhilarating.  Each day, a little bit more of your story gets written.  I strive to give it my all, and can only "pray that you hear Jesus in it when you're older..."


I love you, my angel...my sweet, precious, beautiful gift.  

love, mama

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

some Mother's Day videos that touched my heart...

Take a few minutes to watch these--you deserve it!  Then love on your kids, your moms, your aunts, your grandmas, and any other people you love...



Sorry, the second one is from Facebook so I couldn't upload it directly.  Follow the link below.


Allow yourself to be happy!  And consider different perspectives

love, angie


Monday, May 13, 2013

Mother's Day 2013

We've had yet another busy weekend of traveling these past few days and are finally on our last leg home. But since Arabella didn't come with us on this trip, I didn't get to see or spend the day with my gift that made me a mother.

It was kind of sad to have to miss my hugs, snuggles, kisses, and knuckles on a day that's set aside to honor the non stop work and commitment that is attached to motherhood. But alas, it made me think farther outside of the box than I expected.

As I sat yesterday missing my baby in my heart, it made me realize how many hearts were hurting on a day that is mostly only seen as a joyous celebration. My heart hurt for the mamas who had to kiss their babies goodbye and defy the laws of logic by living a longer life; for the motherless who lost their mamas; for the women who ache with everything they have for their womb to be filled, but are unable to; for the moms who for whatever array of circumstances had to give their child away. My heart broke for the hurting.

See, I (Lord willing) get to have those sweet, chubby arms wrapped around my neck again later today. I get to smell her hair and hear her giggles. I get to celebrate being a mother any day I so choose. But that blessing has not been granted to everyone, and that reality hit me in a soft place yesterday.

So cheers to you, moms and motherly; this day and every day is for you. I hope yesterday was a blessing to you in some way, even if it was bittersweet.

Rejoice for those who have, and be tender for those who don't. We're all in this together.

blessings and love to you all
love, angie

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Busy-ness

What a whirlwind these past two weeks have been.  Between planning and prepping for a youth rally this fall, preparing and hosting my Stampin' Up! club, going on a ladies retreat, preparing material and teaching Bible class, traveling, and on and on and on...  I haven't stopped.

Until yesterday.  And then I just stopped...  I slept in and stayed in bed watching tv past that.  My house was a disaster.  I had been washing the dishes regularly, but my sink was never emptied.  I had been washing the clothes, but the lack of folding led to a literal mountain of them on my couch (Hunter, bless his heart, had to dig for his work clothes every morning...).  I have a little walking path to my bed because everything has just been laid somewhere.

Hunter and I haven't even had time to just sit and visit.  Every conversation we've had is about some task and what the other needs to take care of; making travel arrangements or bill payments; asking one another to do something for the kiddo...  No rest.

Thankfully, I'm starting to catch my breath and wrangle my life back to a state of normalcy (somewhat...).  Little by little the house is getting picked up and cleaned, and slowly but surely we're sneaking in small conversations about non-pressing matters.

This is kind of a pointless post to a reader (if anyone out there even reads this...); but it's my outlet and venting board.  So I feel better even just expressing my need for a slowed pace...at least for a few days.

which is good, because that's all I'm gonna get off...  in a few weeks, the crazy picks right back up where it left off!

But at least I have an incredible partner and adorable baby along for the ride...

Enjoy your life--even the busy-ness of it all.  Just don't get lost in it.

love, angie

Friday, March 8, 2013

what I love about my bug...


What a reminder...  I'm one who easily gets caught up in my lists and my projects that I lose sight of my greatest responsibility, the charge I've been given, my ultimate task--to train my child in knowledge, wisdom, and understanding and to live a life that embraces and embodies the love and grace of our sweet Jesus.  She is my most important work.

This is such a fun age, this toddler but pre push-my-limits-and-independence two year old.  I love seeing the world the way she does--with absolute awe and wonder, yet with the utmost simplicity.  She's exploring and learning so quickly; becoming very creative; understanding and communicating; expressing emotion clearly; learning to set boundaries and abide by ones set by others...it's fascinating!  And it's fun!

Here are some things I want to remember and love about this age:
--she is still my sleepy sleepersome (and I still LOVE that about her!).  Most days, she doesn't get up before 11, and a lot of days it's later than that (going to bed between 9 and 10 these days).  Her schedule is right up my alley since I love to sleep too!


--she loves animals.  Going to Petsmart to get Tech's food has become a fun outing because she gets SO excited looking at all of the animals.  Her favorite friend this week was a rat.  Not my top choice, but she loved "giving him fives" on the glass.
--speaking of animals, she is picking up on what the look and sound like so well!  She can identify several of them by picture.  She knows sounds for the dog, cat, monkey, tiger, lion, bear, fish (my favorite!), and duck.
--being the Saints fans that we are, Hunter has a football with their emblem on it.  The day she discovered it, I pointed to it and said, "Who Dat!" a few times.  Ever since, if anyone says "Who Dat!" she scurries off to pick up that football and point at the emblem.  I have to admit, it makes us quite proud!  She's bound to be a football fan as much as her daddy and mama like it. Start em young!


--if she sees me pick up my purse and get my keys, she immediately runs to the door and waits for me.  She definitely knows that means it's time to go!
--she knows what "change your booty" means and will scurry into her room and wait at her changing table for you.
--she will answer yes and no questions (if she wants to do something, etc.).  If she agrees, she'll shake her head yes and sometimes say yeah.
--if you ask for a hug while standing (and she's in a loving mood...), she'll run up and squeeze both of your legs.  If you ask for one while you're holding her, she'll snuggle in on your shoulder and usually give you some pat pats.  Kisses are wide-open mouthed lean ins.  Both are absolutely fantastic.
--she knows where eyes, ears, nose, teeth, and belly button are {and can say eyes, ears, and teeth}.  She also loves finding those on other people...including the belly button.  If your shirt slips up slightly (for example during a stretch) and she sees it, brace yourself; those tiny little hands are coming over to lift up your shirt and dig in your belly button.  It's not the most pleasant of experiences, but that pride beaming off of her makes it worth your while.
--I can finally get all of her hair pulled into pigtails and a single ponytail!  It only takes about 5 minutes for little strays to start to fall out, but the fact that it all fits is a glorious achievement for me!  That long hair in the front and long hair in the back business is tough to work with when it won't meet in the middle.



--we sing together every night before she goes to bed (usually a combination/rotation of "You Are My Sunshine", "Hush Little Baby", and "Jesus Loves Me" with few others thrown in).  She'll take her binkie out and sing a little bit with me, then pop it back in, snuggle in on my shoulder, pat pat my arm, and hum along as I finish the song.  Such sweet moments.
--her excited face is priceless.  The complete oval mouth, wide eyes, accompanied by a gasp or a deep, giggly "ooooooh".  LOVE.


--she also started doing this scrunchy nose, squinty eye expression when she's being silly.  It's probably my favorite face she makes--that little wrinkle in her nose gets me every time!
--this past week she was sick, so when she woke up early one morning, she got to come snuggle in bed with mama and watch cartoons for the first time (she's done both of those separately...just not at the same time).  And then we may or may not have {but definitely did} snuggle in and fall back asleep together.  Special morning for me and my baby girl.


--she now runs.  And she will run when she's being chased.  Or thinks she's going to be chased.  Or gets caught with something she shouldn't have.  So fun!
--speaking of getting caught...  She will go get something she knows she's not supposed to play with (most often the remotes and her wipes), bring them over near me and show me what she has, wait for me to stand up, and scurry back to put them up like nothing ever happened.  She's a rascal but it's actually pretty cute.  She puts them back exactly where she found them every time.  Limit pusher...
--she snuggles and cuddles and squeezes her stuffed animals and babies.  She gives them the sweetest little loves.  We found this monkey at Sam's and I decided he was too cute not to have :)  He's quite a bit bigger than her, but that doesn't stop her from loving him.  In these pictures, Hunter had tied his hands and feet around her so they weren't dangling and he was hugging her back!  It was hilarious to watch her toddle around with a monkey strapped to her, and even more hilarious when she wrestled him on the floor trying to get him off!


--she finally says Mama!  However, she prefers to call me Gigi...(what my nieces and nephew--and pretty much my whole family--call me).  We're working on that.  But when she calls me Gigi and I say mama back, she either retorts with another and louder "Gigi" or her favorite, "daddy".
--I mentioned a few posts ago that we were so lucky, blessed, relieved, that her guardian angels swooped in just in time as a 20ish foot ladder toppled over on her at church (it was folded and leaning against the pews).  It could have done some real damage on her tiny body (it took five of us to get it off of her...extremely heavy and extremely scary), but graciously and miraculously, she came out scared with a few minor cuts and bruises.  (The picture below is about 6 hours after it happened and the swelling had gone down.  It could have been SO much worse--Praise our God it wasn't!)


--speaking of that daddy of hers...  him coming home from work is one of the sweetest moments of the day. He used to have to come find her to get their sweet moment.  Now as soon as she hears his key in the door, she runs to the foyer to greet him with a sweet, high pitched and drawn out "hiiii!" before running up to him, arms raised.  Makes his day, melts my heart.  I adore how much they love each other.
--she got to turn to front facing in her car seat and she loves it!  Catching each other's eye in the rear view mirror and making a silly face is our favorite :)
--she's festive (no idea where she gets that from!) and is starting to enjoy "dress up"--at this point it's mostly just head gear since she doesn't really know the difference in what she's wearing as clothes just yet (except for the comfort level I'd assume).




--she can drink out of a straw (and it surprisingly didn't take much or long to learn...I showed her once, exaggerating what I was doing to get the drink to come up.  I put the straw in her mouth after that and she went to town.  Quick, she is.)
--she absolutely loves to climb and get into things (like my crafting tote in the pictures below).  She's still a little too short to make it up to the couch from the floor, but if the recliner is out at all, up she goes (and she has figured out how to put the chair out a little {electronic, pushes the button} for the purpose of getting herself up on the couch.  She can get up on the dining room chairs though, and the pews at church.



She is pretty much the coolest.  I can't believe us two goobers were able to create something so awesome.  How lucky and blessed we are!


love your babies and make sure they know how awesome they are.  

love, angie

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

baby boy shower

Not only did we have the youth rally this weekend, but I came home to helping host a baby shower the next day.  I was exhausted, but it was so very worth it.

My dear friend, Jennifer, has been through quite a journey on her way to mamahood.  And her honesty and faithfulness through that process were remarkable to witness.  She and her husband will happily be welcoming their sweet little boy, Jaxson, in a few months (through her sister's gift of surrogacy).  This was such a special shower to help host!

Jennifer is also one of my crafty friends (actually from whom I inherited the Stampin' Up! demonstrator torch) so we couldn't get away with anything less than crafty cuteness.  Her bedding has owls and chevron prints on it, so we played off of those as well as the color palate.  Here's a little peek into the fun:


I designed these little invitations with her owl bedding in mind (not to mention, I have a slight obsession love for owls right now, so they were first on my idea list)--but I designed them before I knew how many we had to make...which was 100!  Had I known that, I probably wouldn't have had so many separate layers and pieces; but nonetheless, it all worked out and I liked them :)  The center piece was typed out and then run through the Big Shot using the Top Not die.  The owl on the front was also created using the Top Note die.


We also wanted to help boost his library, so I created these little inserts for the invitations.  I found the poem online and adjusted it to fit our circumstances.  The little owls, made with the owl builder punch and cut in her colors, made a sweet little accessory.


One of my best friends painted the sign on the drink table.  She has a raw creative talent, and painting comes so natural to her (me, not so much...).  The verse was a perfect fit for the circumstances.

The bar was set up with the guest book and all of the yummies (cake, blue/green candy--sixlets, jolly ranchers, gummy bears--mixed nuts, and sugar cookies)!



Guest signed in in Jennifer's baby book, but they were also encouraged to fill out one of the baby libs (below) I created for something a little fun and different :)  I'll gather all of those up (along with the sign in sheets from her other two showers) and put them together in a book of some sort. 



Tracy, Jennifer's best friend and the mastermind behind the shower, created this banner--BEAUTIFUL!  If you want to know a true crafter, Tracy is your gal.  She sews, paints, paper crafts, refinishes, arranges/stages, designs...all of it!  Her eye is spot on and she is truly talented.  I just sat and stared at this piece; it was just perfect!  The letters were made from fabric that his bedding is made from and the pennants are burlap.  The brown is fabric and the frame is made from house trim.  Lovely.


I'm not big on the corsage thing, so I made "what's becoming my trademark" name tag for Jennifer to wear instead.  In my opinion, so much more fun that a corsage!  


Opening her gifts--she got quite the loot!


Jennifer made us these beautiful frames as our hostess gifts.  I just love the rustic whimsy they have!

It was such a special time to be a part of, and I'm blessed to have been able to help gift the shower to her.  We had a great turn out and she got lots of goodies!  

"a baby is God's opinion that the world should go on..."  --Carl Sandburg

love, angie

Friday, July 20, 2012

Happy birthday, Jeannie Bean!

Today is my mom's 55th birthday.  Fifty-five!  What a great age to accomplish the way she has.  She hasn't had the easiest of lives at all times, but she's never let that stop her from being a mama first.  A friend of mine created a list of why she loved her mom as a birthday gift, and I'm going to steal her idea :)

Fifty-five things for fifty-five years:
  1. You raised me to love Jesus.
  2. You love to read.
  3. All of those hours spent in the school library when you worked or volunteered there turned me into an ultimate bookworm, and I am so grateful for that!
  4. You can pack an unbelievable amount of stuff into a tiny space--talent.
  5. You are a list maker, and so am I.
  6. You are a hard worker.
  7. You always taught our Bible classes growing up.
  8. You chaperoned pretty much all of my trips--which I may have never admitted, but I was always happy about.
  9. You always made sure we ate together at the table as a family.
  10. You made sure I did my homework and made sure education was always a priority.  You never let me give up on my love of learning.
  11. You set high expectations for me.
  12. We always listened to kids music in the car--and now as an adult, I can truly appreciate how much patience that takes!
  13. You and dad were extremely involved in the youth group at church.
  14. You took us on and helped organize our Mexico mission trips.
  15. You aren't high maintenance, and you didn't raise me to be.
  16. You let me have my birds.
  17. You let Hunter live with you when he needed a place to stay--and you fed him and did his laundry.
  18. You and dad drove us around Tech and told us your love story (it annoyed me then, but we will be doing the same thing to Arabella soon enough!)
  19. You taught me (and Michelle and Melonie) to be involved and to help anywhere and anyway we could.
  20. You always made sure we appreciated people.
  21. You let me call you Jeannie Bean :)
  22. You taught me how to shop! (much to Hunter's dismay...)
  23. You always made sure we took family vacations.
  24. We were a board game kind of family.
  25. You helped me move in and out of everywhere I've lived.
  26. You are so petite.
  27. You always want things to be as good as they can be.
  28. You cooked meals to freeze when I got married and when I had a baby.
  29. You made me a cookbook of the meals you know I like.
  30. You taught me the value of pictures.
  31. You included us even at a young age in the experiences of life and death--you didn't shield it from us, but instead explained it to us which made it a lot less scary.
  32. You taught us our manners, "please/thank you", "sir/ma'am".
  33. You gave me an example of toughing out a marriage.  It's not always easy, but with God and love as it's foundation, you can make it work.  
  34. Even when y'all were struggling financially, you made sure we never felt like it.
  35. You let us spend the night with friends and let friends spend the night with us.
  36. You embraced my nerdiness and recognized that I was "special"...
  37. You supported me as a teacher--helped me get my room set up and taken down and came to the events I hosted.
  38. You were willing to come to DC with me--and 35 of my 8th graders :)
  39. You brought me with you and let me see you work in the teacher's workroom at church.  You planned, organized, and worked your tail off.  And by having me with you, you taught me how to do the same thing.
  40. We never have to worry about forgetting something on a trip--we know you'll have it if we do.
  41. You love my little girl.
  42. You keep Mel's kids for her.
  43. You let us go to church with our friends growing up--we weren't forced to have tunnel vision in denomination.
  44. You made sure we played outside.
  45. You taught me how to cook and how to bake.
  46. You would do absolutely anything for me, Melonie, and Michelle.
  47. You bought me my Baby Bullet!
  48. You have keepsakes boxes for all of us.
  49. Even now, when I come home to visit, we stay up talking ridiculously late.  But I love those conversations.
  50. Your house will always be home.
  51. You still want to take care of me when I don't feel good.  
  52. You let me go to Prom with a boy you'd only met once.  And then you let me marry him four years later.
  53. You make crawfish fettucini for us when we're all together--even though you hate it.
  54. You sheltered me from a lot of things, but you exposed me to a lot of realities too.
  55. You love me.













Fifty-five years, a husband, three daughters, two sons-in-law, and four grandkids later...
Happy birthday, mom!  Relax a little and enjoy a day that's all about you.  See you tomorrow!

love, angie